纯粹YY一场~~

好久没有写作文了哦。。。 老师当年教的名句精华好像已经忘得一干二净咯。。。 怎么办怎么办？？？？ 不能了！！ 我要练习练习一下作文啊。。。。





标题- 纯粹YY一场





天气： 晴





今天特别早起来, 原本是想说太阳如果不出来， 我就不上班， 太阳如果出来了， 我就继续睡觉！ 看看周围 还是一样 发现自己好像一只趴在玻璃上的苍蝇， 前途虽然一片光明， 可是我却找不到出路。。。 照照镜子， 顿时想起小时候老师给我讲解帅哥的定义， 当时我百思不得其解， 然后同位的给我拿出一片镜子， OY! 我明白了！！ 那位同学接着反驳： 帅有个屁用！ 也不是给卒吃了！！ 我的心当时受伤了， 还留血了。 我看看自己的心问问自己 ， 留血了， 会痛吗？？？



今天我又便秘了， 还好自己的九牛二虎之力还在， 结果安全的完事了。 万得佛 這種感覺真是太棒了!!沒想到把屎憋到最後一刻才大出來,有如巴黎鐵塔翻過來又翻過去的感覺。。。 此刻心情突然低落， 仿佛在思考着一个问题。 与其说是问题， 不如说是理论？ 甚至是哲学？ 大便的離去,是馬桶的追求?還是肛門的不挽留? 我沉思。。。。。。




惨了， 今天又迟到了。 可是没关系， 她还在公司里面。 此刻虽然心中充满爱， 看天下美女都是情人， 可是我却努力的克制自己的心情专注的眼神注视着她思考在厕所还没找到答案的哲学。。。
其实我一早就发过毒誓了， 生是她的人， 死是她的吉祥物。早知道前世的五百次回眸， 能换来今生的与你相遇。 我就该把头甩断， 来换这一辈子与你相遇。 朋友们都讨厌她， 都和我说她很白目， 还说白目不是病,白起來要人命。 我当时非常的生气， 结果我悄悄的來，悄悄的走，揮一揮匕首，不留一個活口把他们干掉了。 他们临死前说到本草綱目有記載~腦殘、白目沒得醫! 我哭了。。。。 回家路上我飞车， 虽然知道马路入虎口， 也知道紅綠燈不是參考用,是照明用的。。。 我喝醉了， 才发现从猴子变成人需要几万年的时间， 从人变成猴子只需一瓶酒。。。。




有一天她和我说： “你很丑！” 我反驳说如果每个女朋友能用一个字来代替的话， 我的情史可以写一部长篇小说了。 她骂道： “ 不要等到人人说你丑时才发现自己很丑！！” 她接着说： “ 堕落并不可怕， 可怕的是当一个人堕落的时候非常清醒！” 我心碎了。。。 已经不管会不会变成一只猴子了， 我还是去喝酒。 可恶的烦恼啊！！ 我喝酒是想把痛苦溺死， 但这该死的痛苦却学会了游泳！！


我找爷爷诉苦， 因为爷爷都是从孙子走过来的。 爷爷说： “ 一山不能容二虎； 除非一公和一母” 我问爷爷这是啥意思， 他说他也不知道。




我回到了现实， 我对自己说虽然时间好像乳沟一样挤一挤还是会有的， 可是青春就好像厕所纸一样， 看似很多， 但是用一用就完了。 顿时发现已经死去的我又从烈火中站立起来了！！ 你猜是涅磐，還是屍變？ 虽然我还是活着。。。 以死的姿态。 我明白了男人靠征服世界来征服女人； 女人靠征服男人来征服世界。





现在本人拒絕任何一夜情的邀約,否則請妳馬上滾……滾到我床上。 并且回到了投硬币的生活。 总是对自己说， 把硬幣拋向空中：如果正面朝上，就上MSN，如果背面朝上，就上QQ，如果硬幣立起來，我就去自習。 到了宁静的夜晚就思考。。。。。。 然后沉思。。。。。。。。。


















大便的離去,是馬桶的追求?還是肛門的不挽留?

MERRY BELATED CHRISTMAS!!!!!

哇哈哈哈。。。 圣诞节咯~！！！



亲爱的乌龟们一起来庆祝咯~~！！！！！










那个蓝色大大只的是我的生日礼物哦。。 各位朋友多谢了~~！

PASS LU~

YEAH!!! MCB PASS LIAO!!!! PASS!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!!!!!! DE YANG PASS!!!!!!!!!!!! PASS!!!!!!!!!! PASS WEI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! PASS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





P/S: Thanks you everyone for the birthday wish~~ Appreciate so much!!

我做错了什么？？？

到底为什么？？？












我上辈子欠你的吗？？？！！！













为什么要在今天才来？？？













明明知道今天是我的生日嘛~~~~













你这样会令我很为难的。。。。。













一年一次的生日竟然被你搞砸了。。。。











你开心吗？？？！！！












幸灾乐祸是吗？？？！！！！












听话一点可以吗。。。。。。。。。











算我求你了。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。。













我的屁股~~~~~~~~~~













不要再吐了~~~！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！








你把我整个晚上关在厕所里面你很开心吗？？？？？？？？

一路冷下去~~~ 马六甲和柔佛之旅！！！

继文东之旅后， 很快的大伙又开始另一个惊天大旅程。

不料天不作美， 一路上倾盆大雨， 于是就演变成了这个‘一路冷下去’ 之旅~~~~~

其中包括了一路冷到马六甲， 然后再冷到柔佛之旅~~~~！！！

有人问： 鸡饭不是倒了吗？？

大炮妈妈~~

天机不可泄露哦。。。


WELCOME TO MINI MALAYSIA~~~!!!!


在柔佛等火车过还是人生第一次~~~


在柔佛的咖啡店。。。 Thank you Rachel for the meal!


一路塞回家。。。 Zzzzz

现在本人冒着被追杀的风险隆重揭开这个旅程里的NG照片， 由于时间有限， 暂时只是找到一套。。。 听好哦。。。 一套哦~~！！！！

SEE NO EVIL~~~


HEAR NO EVIL~~~????

I AM EVIL~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

忽冷忽热惊险冒险搞笑之旅~~ 之~~~ 文东！！！ BENTONG!!!!

眼看手不动哦。。。


在尝试着和小鸟沟通。。。。



背后灵？？？？



YERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~~ 好恋~~~




哇~~！ 水怪？？？！！！




模仿某千金看手表。。。





YERRRRRRRRRR~~~~!! 好恋~~！！








忽冷忽热惊险冒险搞笑之旅~~ 之~~~ 文东！！！BENTONG~~!! 之~~~ 经典对白。。。



就算全世界都XXX； 你都要XXX。。。 因为XXX是主观的。。。 （重复性的）


我这个叫有信心~~~ XD


喂~ 放回去~~~ 要拍照的。。。。 (=.='')





还有其他的嘛？？ 速速禀报！！

Screwdriver

Nowdays a lot screw thing happen... But i think i can handle it gua..... XD

Accounting GG

Currently screwed up my accounting paper.... Wandering why will become like that......

SHIT

Kick some asses

Your father is going to the battlefield to kick some asses today....



Stay tuned~~~

GoGoGo

ARGH!!!!!



MARKETING YOU LISTEN!!!!!!!!!



I WILL KICK YOUR ASS TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

McD... Study wor~~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!




P/S: 本大爷冒着被追杀的风险敢敢的放了上去。。。。 好让有缘人能亲眼目睹此奇景。。。。


奉天承运， 皇帝诏曰， 犯人‘本大爷’ 擅离职守， 不去好好读书， 反之去偷拍奇景， 本因诛九族。。。 但因照片太过经典， 因此算是戴罪立功。。。。



来人！！！ 赐毒酒！！！




NOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU

Long time no see leh 之 Hamster

De-yang (your father) get a hamster on tuesday and he is damn regret now because of the following reasons below...

1. That feller run too fast cannot catch.

2. Because it run too fast as resulted De-yang (your father) cannot see whether that feller got lan jiao or not so till now still don't know is boy or girl.

3. Even if De-yang (your father) manage to catch, it will scream TOLONG TOLONG!! and jump away from his hand...

4. Didn't even say hi to De-yang (your father).

5. Smile also didn't give some more... T.T

6. Don't know how to dance, only know how to run...

7. Don't know how to sing, only know how to scream...

8. Pangsai non stop...

9. Pee non stop...

10. Emo that time don't want to give a damn to De-yang (your father).

Long time no see leh 之 Management die la....

Finals coming soon and if you ask me...




Do you study?
Answer: Management die la....




How's your study?
Answer: Management die la....




How do you feel?
Answer: Management die la....




What do you think about the four subject that you are taking now?
Answer: Marketing = Management die la....
Accounting = Management die la....
MCB = Management die la....
Management = FUCK UP




Any comment????
Answer: Management die la....




Then what are you doing now??
Answer: Management die la....





What are you going to do?????
Answer: Management die la....




DIY Comment box

Farhan: Lei mou qin tou lah!! ( You got no future in malay accent)

Yeh Sheong: Fuuyooh~~ De Yang study oh!!

Leon Teh: Study what la.. Lets go clubbing~~~

Mun yi: De yang 你需要冷静

Annie: De yang 你需要冷静

Hui san: De yang 你需要冷静

Stevon Siah: Wei where is my k850i casing??

Meng Sum: Diu lo!!! (=.='')

Vannic: Bitch study lah!!








Yang: ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Farhan VS Yang

It's 5.45am in the morning and I still can't sleep... Actually is because I forgot to sleep lah.. XD Really hope that there's more than 24 hours a day..


Suddenly, Farhan suddenly cum msn me.. That feller ngam ngam finish his breakfast.. He was like damn suprise when he c me online at this time.

Actually now i m so worry about my class later la.. Because I scared I will sleep in class, although I always do so.. XD But still vry "fan nao" lah..

Then that feller come LC me say he can wake up so early eat breakfast.. Zzzzzz






Farhan: Dey, I purposely wake up at 5am to eat breakfast leh!! You can anot????!!! HAHAHAHA




Yang: ...........





Yang: .................






Yang: ..............................................













Yang: &%#$%@$#%$^#%$@^&%^#%#%#$%@$#@#@!^&()*(^












Yang:



Yang: NAH!!! I forgot to sleep the whole night lah!!! YOU CAN ANOT??!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA



Farhan: lei mou chin tou lah!!!!! (you got no future with malay accent)

WAHAHAHHA

Saw that in Robin's blog... This thing seems damn shock... Heheh...

Name: OnG De-Yang
Sisters: Tak ada
Brothers: 2
Shoe size: 10 gua
Height : 178 cm
Where do you live: Old Klang Road, Jalan Klang Lama, 旧吧生路
Favourite drinks: Errrrrrr..
Favourite breakfast: Errrrrrrr..


Have you ever been on a plane?: Small Small that time got lar...
Swam in the ocean : I'm pangkor boy, you say leh?
Fallen asleep at school : Ngek Ngek
Broken someone’s heart: How I know? U ask them la~
Fell off your chair : Got gua....
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: 睡觉大过天。。。
Saved e-mails: WTF is this?
What is your room like : Kanasai..
What’s right beside you: Pillow??
What is the last thing you ate: Ice cream.. LOL


Ever had chicken pox: Yes, kindergarten
Sore throat: How can I dun hv that before??!
Stitches: 24CM at my left leg...
Broken nose: Nope
Do you believe in love at first sight: Yes gua...
Like picnics: YEAH!!!!
Who was the last person you danced with: Forgot the name lo.. (drunk liao) HAHAHA
Last made you smile: Myself
You last yelled at: My bro? Haha
Today did you talk to someone you like: I talk to everyone...
Kissed anyone: Wahahahaha...


Get sick: Small that time...
Talk to an ex: Yes
Miss someone: LOL!
Best feeling in the world: Realise that toilet no more tisu paper when I on the way pangsai...
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: NOUUUUUUUU
What’s under your bed: Highlighter, Ball pen, Paper, Tisu Paper, Nail cutter, Book and many more....
Who do you really hate: Dun wan to tell u.. hehehe
What time is it now: 0232am
Random: Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yes
Do you have any siblings: Yes
Do you want children: I love baby!
Do you smile often: Yes, friend always say me sohai... T.T
Do you like your hand-writing: My hand-writing is worst than a chicken...


Are your toe nails painted: Small Small that time..
Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: Old Old bed.. (most comfortable bed)
What color shirt are you wearing now: Where got wear shirt at night one?
What were you doing at 7:00 p.m. yesterday: Sleeping?
When did you cry last : Long Long Long Long time lu....
Are you a friendly person: How I know?? You ask me of course I say YES la! HAHAHA
Do you have any pets: Used to have a tortise but 1 zao lou liao, 1 more gua liao.. T.T
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: CHIN EE VEN!!!!!!
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?: LOVE!
What do you think? : How cum this thing so long one???
Do you sleep with the TV on?: Yes, when watching the 如果爱 that show.. XP
What are you doing right now?: Writing this stupid thing...
Have you ever crawled through a window?: Kap lui that time...


Can you handle the truth?: Sure
Are you too forgiving?: Unfortunately yes..
Are you closer to your mother or father?: Mother
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Forgot liao lu...
How many people can you say you’ve really loved?: Only CHIN EE VEN!!
Do you eat healthy?: WAHAHAHAHA
Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?: Plenty.. Because my ex is my gf now..
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: NO
If you’re having a bad day, who else you most likely to go to?: CHIN EE VEN!!
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: HAHAHAHA
Are you confident?: Over confidence


5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
(i) Everyday kena whack by teacher
(ii) Everyday kena whack by teacher
(iii) Everyday kena whack by teacher
(iv) Everyday kena whack by teacher
(v) Everyday kena whack by teacher


5 things on my to-do list today:
(i) Finish my assignment
(ii) Finish my assignment
(iii) Finish my assignment
(iv) Finish my assignment
(v) Finish my assignment


5 snacks I enjoy:
(i) Tiger Beer
(ii) Carlsberg
(iii) Heineken
(iv) Black Lable
(v) Chivas


5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
(i) Samy Vellu become my driver
(ii) Pool with full of cash
(iii) Golden toilet bowl
(iv) Diamond Bed
(v) Travel the whole world


5 of my bad habits:
(i) 睡觉大过天。。。
(ii) 睡觉大过天。。。
(iii) 睡觉大过天。。。
(iv) 睡觉大过天。。。
(v) 睡觉大过天。。。


5 of my good habits:
(i) 睡觉大过天。。。
(ii) 睡觉大过天。。。
(iii) 睡觉大过天。。。
(iv) 睡觉大过天。。。
(v) 睡觉大过天。。。

Defination Of Business

Investor world: A commercial activity engaged in as a means of livelihood or profit, or an entity which engages in such activities.

http://www.investorwords.com/623/business.html

Business Dictionary: Economic system in which goods and services are exchanged for one another or money, on the basis of their perceived worth. Every business requires some form of investment and a sufficient number of customers to whom its output can be sold at profit on a consistent basis.

http://www.businessdictionary.com/definition/business.html

Answers.com:

n.

1. 1. The occupation, work, or trade in which a person is engaged: the wholesale food business.
   2. A specific occupation or pursuit: the best designer in the business.
2. Commercial, industrial, or professional dealings: new systems now being used in business.
3. A commercial enterprise or establishment: bought his uncle's business.
4. Volume or amount of commercial trade: Business had fallen off.
5. Commercial dealings; patronage: took her business to a trustworthy salesperson.
6. 1. One's rightful or proper concern or interest: “The business of America is business” (Calvin Coolidge).
   2. Something involving one personally: It's none of my business.
7. Serious work or endeavor: got right down to business.
8. An affair or matter: “We will proceed no further in this business” (Shakespeare).
9. An incidental action performed by an actor on the stage to fill a pause between lines or to provide interesting detail.
10. Informal. Verbal abuse; scolding: gave me the business for being late.
11. Obsolete. The condition of being busy.

[Middle English businesse, from bisi, busy. See busy.]

SYNONYMS business, industry, commerce, trade, traffic. These nouns apply to forms of activity that have the objective of supplying commodities. Business pertains broadly to commercial, financial, and industrial activity: decided to go into the oil business. Industry entails the production and manufacture of goods or commodities, especially on a large scale: the computer industry. Commerce and trade refer to the exchange and distribution of goods or commodities: laws regulating interstate commerce; involved in the domestic fur trade. Traffic pertains in particular to businesses engaged in the transportation of goods or passengers: renovated the docks to attract shipping traffic. The word may also suggest illegal trade: discovered a brisk traffic in stolen goods. See also synonyms at affair.

De-Yang: You ok, I ok, DEAL!!!

=.=''

其实

其实我一直都很想知道你的过去。。。

其实我一直都在意你的过去。。。

明明知道那些不重要~

我知道这样做会令我自己怀疑你。。。

莫名其妙的感到压力，

我好不希望这样~~~

谁可以开导我？？



明明知道因该向前看。。。

尝试着不要向后看。。。

有时做到， 却好像在欺骗自己。。。

做不到， 又好像对不起你还有对不起自己。。。



明明知道因该怎么做， 但却做不到的感觉好辛苦。。。

TAGGED by LEON CHAN

TAGGED by LEON CHAN

7 facts about me :
1. 睡觉大过天 (Sleeping bigger than sky)
2. 睡觉大过天 (Sleeping bigger than sky)
3. 睡觉大过天 (Sleeping bigger than sky)
4. 睡觉大过天 (Sleeping bigger than sky)
5. 睡觉大过天 (Sleeping bigger than sky)
6. 睡觉大过天 (Sleeping bigger than sky)
7. 睡觉大过天 (Sleeping bigger than sky)

7 things that scares me :
1. After SHIT only realise toilet paper habis
2. Forgot to bring TUALA to bath
3. Petrol price become RM10 per liter
4. My car still haven't break down next year ( I want to change car)
5. Headmaster say I love you to me
6. When I wake up Samy Vellu beside me
7. My mum open my door when I on the way pangsai

7 song playing in my head lately :
1. Low
2. What you've got
3. Whatever you like
4. Sexy can I
5. 下一个天亮
6. It is you
7. 告诉我

7 valuable things in my life :
1. Ee Ven
2. Ee Ven
3. Ee Ven
4. Ee Ven
5. Ee Ven
6. Ee Ven
7. Ee Ven

7 "First Time" in my life :
1. Say hi to police
2. Police say hi to me
3. Police ask money from me
4. I belanja police yum cha
5. Police smile to me
6. I smile to police
7. Say bye bye to police

7 Words/Things i always use/say :
1. KNS
2. KNN
3. MCB
4. MCH
5. MH
6. Wakao
7. Walao eh

7 people i tag :
1. Samy Vellu
2. Badawi
4. Mahathir
5. Annuar Ibrahim
6. Lee Chong Wai
7. Wong Choon Hang

PC FAIR!

Yang: Hello boss?

Boss: Ha mi dai ji?

Yang: Tomorrow what time I need to reach there ah?

Boss: U like lo, around 10 sumthing la~

Yang: Oh.. Then I wan to ask ah, because fri i got go, but i c got so many agent woh... Can do meh?

Boss: Wahahaha... You guess 2day my team do how many case?

Yang: Deng... How I know woh~

Boss: 95

Yang: HAR???!!!

Boss: 95 la!

Yang: Wakao!! LC la now...

Boss: Ngek Ngek

Boss: What are you doing now?

Yang: Finishing the XO with my friend... Boss you want join ah?

Boss: Cheh.. If I join u all sure drunk one.. haha

Yang: Sure boh?! Haha we 5 people almost finish the whole bottle of XO in 2 hour liao woh...

Boss: Then u got drunk?

Yang: ..... I drunk liao will ask you tomorrow what time need to go work meh? hahahaha

Boss: Crazy people....


Then the boss go "kap" my phone....



Walao eh..

Tomorrow got hope~

Tomorrow got hope~~

Hehehehe


P/S: Now i know why my grandfather always drink late late, wake up early early liao... Because I also like that jor... LOL.. Wake up damn early man today! Btw... I still couldn't believe that I finish 1/4 bottle of XO and only feel pening! Hahahahahahaha

记得带电话哦

你知道吗？ 今天的我担心死你了~

我还以为你在KL出了什么事啊~

讯息没有回没关系， 补习时间过后call 你又不接~

所以我一直都没有过去朋友的bbq party， 而一直呆在电话店里面等你。。。



你知道为什么我会在电话店等你吗？

因为那边是我可以随时飞过去KL接你的地方，

如果我去了bbq party的话， 那边过去KL的时间会比电话店来的久~

理由解释这么简单。。 呵呵



下次一定一定要记得带电话哦~！

中庸之道

Peggy: 你知道吗？ 我每次和朋友讲， 感情最好要抱着中庸的态度。 当你太投入的话， 你就会觉得 对方不重视你； 当你太不投入的时候， 对方就会觉得你忽略她。。。




听起来好像有点道理。。。 可是， 要怎么才可以抱着中庸的态度？

要我不要太投入似乎有些不可能。。。

无奈

不明白， 不知道

不知道你在想什么，

不知道你要什么，

不知道你要怎么样~~



是我太快了吗？

不明白， 不知道

爱情观

前几天和一位老友兼好友出来喝酒叙叙旧，谈了生意谈中学生涯， 不知不觉谈到了关于爱情观的话题。

也许是很久没有谈到类似这样的话题了，那天还谈的蛮投入一下的。 虽然朋友们都有各自的想法， 也有不同的看法。

呵呵， 说到我本身的爱情观。。。 从前朋友问我的时候， 我总会这样答 ‘我希望我的另一半会爱我多过我爱她’。。。

现在也是，

只是多了份理智的想法， 我要一段理智的感情。 因为理智的感情没有隐瞒， 没有欺骗， 两者都坦诚相对。 全因为我讨厌以及厌倦感情中含有欺骗和隐瞒， 还有我不喜欢虚假的人。。。

有人说理智的感情没有浪漫， 因为双方都太理智了。 这我本身不赞同， 我觉得浪漫的就在于两人走在同一条道路上， 一起解决一切的困难。。。

我总会希望我的她能够多多关心我， 粘着我， 可是照目前来看， 好像只有我一个人在付出。 我担心长久下去的话我会捱不下去， 甚至感到害怕， 还有一次竟然梦见她和我说要分手。。。

她说的每一句话坦不坦白我其实都隐隐的感觉到的， 只是没有说出来而已， 因为我希望她自己能坦白的和我说。。。

其实我一直都在想， 既然都决定在一起了， 为什么她还要封闭自己的心呢？ 难道她不相信我？ 所以不敢把一切都交给我？ 和她在一起时， 常常感觉到她有很多东西都在隐瞒着我。。。 虽然我不知道是不是真的，问她又说没有， 但我相信我的感觉。只是不知如何是好。。。

我一直都在等待她能够放下全部去爱， 也许这还需要点时间。 可是我愿意去等， 为了她我也愿意把一切都交给她。。。 来走我和她的道路。

老友说我痴情，为了一个女孩子做了四年半的和尚~~


其实我不痴情， 我只是在等待着我一生中最重要的人~~

失落

今天送你回家的时候， 不知为何我的心里好失落。。。 这种感觉好像暗示者我们又要分离的感觉。

感觉上我们在一起过后， 你还是从来没有和我说过你的心情， 只是报道你的行程给我知道。

其实我想要你和我分享你的心情。。。 你知道吗？

难道你还不相信我吗？ 你还在隐瞒我吗？

我好不希望这样。。。

虽然是感觉， 虽然不知道是不是真的，


但我好怕。。。

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我爱你

突然间。。。

你说要在一起~~

我整个人愣了好一段时间~

是我看错吗？

哈哈哈




并没有我想象中的那么开心；

我反而还有一丝担心。。。

担心我们的感情是否会长久下去。。。

是以前的创伤太深了吗？

导致我失去了信心？

可是我想通了。。。




没有什么好担心的~

既然都决定在一起了，

就尽全力吧~~

我不会再提起过去，

也不会再想你过去到底做了什么~~~

维持现在才是最好的。。。。

这次我一定会握紧~

一直握到永远。。。




我爱你

等

当你说你要想想看的时候~

我的心好痛。。。 但麻木了~

我说我会等， 我有时间~~ 毕竟已经等了四年多了~

其实当我说了这句话后， 我突然间想放弃。。。

因为我已近累了。。。

心里就来承受不住了， 好想放弃~



可是当我回想， 在回想。。。

其实这种感觉已近不是第一次了~~

我还是捱到了今天。。。


我再问我自己，

为什么还要等下去。。。

想了好久好久~~

得到的答案还是。。。。




我爱你



所以我没有放弃。。。 当和别的女生在一起的时候， 我还是想着你~

我在想~~

如果你看到了你会心痛吗？

也许你的答案是不会。。。

可是不管怎样， 还是忘不了你~~



今天我用了好大的勇气来牵你的手~

牵了过后， 我开始害怕。。。

因为我不知道你是否愿意~

你好象很不自然。。。

从来天不怕地不怕的我~~



今天好怕

Nama apa?!

One day, a 17 years old child go to the police station and make police report.

Tao Kei: Bang.......

Mata: Apa lu mau?!

Tao Kei: Tadi I dengan I punya bape kena rompak~~~ T.T

Mata: Oh?~ Okok... Nama u apa?!

Tao Kei: Batman....

Mata: ???? Apa batman? Lu cakap betul betul ah....

Tao Kei: I cakap betul betul.... Nama I batman.. (innocent face)

Mata: ..........

Tao Kei: HEHEHEHHE (=.='')

Mata: Lu jangan main main lu tau.. I banyak bisi sekarang...

Tao Kei: Bang kan I dah bagitau u, I punya nama batman...

Mata: %$#$#@... Lu punya bapa apa nama!!!

Tao Kei: Suparman......

Mata: WEI BUDAK!!!! LU MAU MATI AH!!

Tao Kei: ??? I cakap betul betul ma...

Mata: Ambil IC mari!!

Tao Kei: OK~~~

你还好吗？

没有你的日子，

我孤单~~

我寂寞~~

我假装坚强~~

我想用工作来麻醉自己~

一直以来都是这样。。。

麻木了？ 好像是吧。。。

好想好想重新开始~

我们俩重新再来。。。 可以吗？


我不知道你会不会回头， 可我还是希望。。。



没有我的日子你还好吗？知道我在想你吗？



*最近压力好大。。。 好像变的特别忧郁那样。 =.=''*

Ambition?

呵呵， 你问我的志愿是什么，

我说我要开店，

你问我要开什么店~~~

我说不知道。。。


其实。。。。

我说你喜欢从事音乐，

那么就开吉他店咯，

CD店咯。。。。

你喜欢就好~

我说我喜欢驾车环游马来西亚，

也许你不知道~~

我想要你陪着我。。。




P/S: 如果你名字后面那个Y是Yang就好咯。。 ><'' (发梦啦你。。。)

拥抱每一刻花火

忘记了在那里看到了这部戏， 当时因为太得空没事情做就把它下载了， 过了好久好久才开来看。 ><''

这部戏，是我有史以来看过最真实的爱情电影， 故事真的好真实。。。。 强力推荐这部戏！ 呵呵




张敬轩- hurt so bad(拥抱每一刻花火电影歌曲)

哭了才发现自己真的受伤了,

你曾对我说你永远是我的,

为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了,

你快乐我就快乐,

也许是我们彼此都太年轻了,

总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里,

每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火,

你也离开我我还是想对你说,

bady i love you so much ,

你走了我的心在淌血,

bady you hurt me so bad ,

想要你回到我的世界,

bady i love you so much,

你给我的诺言已经瓦解,

bady you hurt me so bad ,

只要我们都爱着,

无论多苦都值得~~~~



看了这部电影过后才发现这首歌真的很有意思。。。

也许当时是我们彼此都太年轻了， 也许是当时我不会珍惜， 可是这次不一样了~~

无论多少年，我还会在同样的地方等着你， 就像现在一样~

所以~~~


我想说， 懒惰没关系， 不会煮饭没关系， 自私没关系~~

不要对我太冷漠就好~ ^^




回来吧。。。 可以吗？





*虽然这个要求貌似太过分， 也失败过， 可是我还站在当时的原地等着你~~

你应该不知道我有这个部落格吧。。。 没关系， 就留下个证明吧！ 呵呵*

我可以

疲累的一天~

看着你的简讯就变得不疲累了。。。。

突然间觉得自己还可以走下去~~~


因为有你在~

SAYA MAU TIDUR

Sometimes life is so kanasai........ For example:


When I don't feel like sleeping, life is so boring... (nothing to do)

When I want to sleep that time leh..... LIFE IS SO CHI GEK!! (damn a lot things to do)



And now I'm LACK OF SLEEP!!!



SAYA MAU TIDUR!!!!

我在想你， 你呢？

好像好久好久~

好久没有和你谈天了~

过了好久好久。。。。

现在的我们，

已经有各自的生活~

你忙你的； 我忙我的

我永远记得，

那一天。。。

我问你原因， 你说因为三分钟热度

那时我只是回答：‘ 哦 ’

我没有继续追问， 因为已经没力气在问下去了~

一直到现在，

我还在思考~

为什么是三分钟热度？

一直到现在，

你还是逃避~

你还在隐瞒~

其实我只是想知道， 我到底做错了什么？

我很笨。。。。

花了几年时间还是想不到，

所以~~~

我求你~~

不要再隐瞒了。。。

我累了。。。。

难道你不累吗？？

烦恼的时候， 我都会短信你，

我知道你不会回复,

可是我不知道为什么我要这么做~

现在的你很冷漠， 也许你一直都觉得我很烦吧。。。

可是我不知道为什么~~

当我烦恼的时候，

我控制不了我自己。。。。

就觉得有你在就没事了~~

你也许忘记了。。。我喜欢梁静茹， 因为你像她~~

无助的时候，

听着她的歌，

就好像听见你的声音一样， 听见你在唱歌给我听一样~~~

就好像现在一样，

我在听着她的歌。。。。



我在想你， 你呢？ 你在想我吗？

*好像每次无助的时候总是会想起伤心事。。。 =.=''

不管啦！！ 开工咯~~~

看来今晚又是一个漫长的一夜。。。

还有一大堆的form等着我来key in。。。

老扬今晚你不用睡觉啦！！！

T.T*

I no late one u know???

To Miss jaya,

Teacher, I know I always late for class because I couldn't wake up... XP

But today i wake up damn early u know..... Ok la don't want to cheat u la, actually I din sleep the whole night so = didn't sleep la! hahaha same thing ma...

The reason I late for class today is.... because... because... because...

Ok la the story is like that, I start car damn early today thinking of becoming a ''guai zai'' today, manatau today the traffic is freeking jam compare to normal day... What la... When I wake up late traffic no jam but I still late for class, when I wake up early the traffic suddenly become so jam... WTH wei... Kanasai la like that......

Somemore today dunno why infront of the sec14 traffic light, linking to federal highway there, got 6 "FAN CHEONG" wan yeh (traffic police la)... Actually the traffic is damn smooth today, but thanks to those 6 "fan cheong", it become so... so... so.... mailto:%5E#$%@#$$%

So when reach the class that time, I ask mun yi....


Yang: 天理何在？？！！！

Mun Yi: 在天堂。。。。 Amen

Yang: 骗人！！！ T.T 55555555555555555555555555

hancock

HAN COCK!!!!

hahahahahahahahahahah

Yang: Han Chung!!!! You gonna die hard tomorrow man....... muahahahaha

P/S: Thanks to farhan for telling me this inside my car today, I almost get into accident when I saw that... =.=''

懒散的星期天

也许是最近比较忙的关系， 导致身体和精神上都接近崩溃的状态。 虾米？！ 崩溃？！ 好像有少少夸张。。。 哎呀总之是很累啦！

不知不觉， streamyx 已经作了差不多两三个礼拜咯。。。 还算找到少少钱， 好过卖电话很多很多。 终于可以摆脱我长年累月欠下那一屁股的债务， 虽然还有一部分还没有清完。 卖电话半年还清不完的债务， 竟然在我只用了两个礼拜做streamyx的时间清的七七八八！ 谁说streamyx找不到吃？呵呵

是有试过被人家泼冷水， 说我在帮猪做工。 可是我无视这些。。。 是我是在帮猪打工， 我吃猪粮， 又怎样？ 好过他们无所事事只会做‘伸手大将军’。 *纯粹发泄一下， 其实‘猪粮’也蛮好吃一下的。 哈哈哈*



整体来说， 这个星期天我只是一直在睡睡睡睡。。。 睡到现在还很精神。 =.=''

Every Lubang Except Studies

Aunty from singapore: De yang, I heard that you have many lubang (康头) woh....

Yang: Errrrr.... Not really la...

Dad: That feller has EVERY LUBANG BESIDE STUDIES.

Yang: Kanasai... I'm your son leh....

Grandpa: Ya, Because study need to use brain one...

Yang: OMG~~~~ Means i no brain??!!

Masjid Jamek

I'm opening "stall" at masjid jamek these days... Helping people to register streamyx~~

Yea I knew that streamyx sux to the max but I no moeny la.... ><

Did something crazy as usual these days... Park my car on top of the divider opposite of Masjid Jamek starline LRT, open "stall" infront of Masjid Jamek putraline LRT station without lesen and many more.... (pics will be up soon) XD

Below are the conversation between a malay guy which selling keropok lekoh opposite my "stall" and me........ LOL


*Around 4pm like that, DBKL come to ronda*

One of them will shout : blah~ blah~

And everyone will start to pull their "stall" away to find a place and hide.


Melayu: Budak, DBKL datang la... (baik hati look)
Yang: Oh~~ (tidak apa look)
Melayu: Lu sini ada lesen? (baik hati look)
Yang: Tak ada woh~~ (tidak apa look)
Melayu: Apa sal tak mau lari?! (monkey look)
Yang: Tak tau woh~ I punya ah head masih tak de lari~ (actually he adi belanja DBKL teh tarik liao)
Melayu: Oh~~ (understand my situation)
Yang: HEHEHEHE (sorhai look)

*While pulling his "stall" away*

Melayu: Wei budak! I punya kerusi tolong I simpan kat lu punya tempat boleh? (sorhai look)
Yang: No problem~~~ (CB look)
Yang: Keropok lekoh mana?! I banyak lapar la!! (Still demand for food in this time)
Melayu: Nanti I bagi!! (banyak CB budak ni)
Yang: ZZZzzzzz (continue my sleep)

WTF???!!!

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成熟度64％

老化度47％


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What the............. $@$#@#!$

Sick... PART 2

就如往常一样， 老子又睡过头了， 拖着半睡半醒再加上鼻水不止的状态飞车去学校。。。*惯了*

然后就如往常一样， 飞车回家睡觉。 只是这次情况不一样， 鼻水还是流不止， 再加上一点点头昏， 经验和我说这是发烧前的症状。。。

果然午觉起来喉咙好痛， 鼻水还是不流不停。 晚餐后， 家人问我要不要吃榴莲。。。 哈哈哈了解我的人大概知道我会怎么做了， 管他等下会怎样， 吃了再讲！ Fuuyooh， 很勇敢的吃了一盒榴莲， 一个小时后， 我开始后悔！ 身体开始发热， 鼻涕还是不止。。。

就这样， 整个晚上鼻涕一直一直一直一直一直流流流流流到天亮， 我还是不能睡觉！！！ 救命啊！！！！！

Sick... PART 1

星期一从aloh gajah回到家后， 第一件事情就是。。。。 大便？ 哈哈你问我为什么在camp没有解决， 我的回答是： 没有感动。。。 （严重炸到）

过后拖着疲累不堪的身体飞过去sentosa找rahman喝茶。。。 后悔在camp中答应他星期一晚上喝茶。 回到家是大概是11.30pm， 准备一切要上床睡觉了， 结果呢？ 竟然让我发现到弟弟买了新的动画系列！

这次死火了。。。老子除了看到美女会忘记自我之外，其次就是动画！ 结果一看就看到凌晨两点多， 才想起第二天要六点多起身去学校！ 想睡又睡不着， 虽然很累。。。 结果就下去楼下一开冰箱看看有什么东东可以喝。

很遗憾， 牛奶没有了， milo 没有了， 剩下咖啡还有老虎（tiger beer）。。。 。。。 *汗汗汗*

很明显， 我没有第二个选择， 无奈的我一口气灌了一只老虎后， 竟然更加清醒！！！ 有时候喝酒功夫提深也不是一件好事， 尤其是在这种非常时刻， 竟然。。。 竟然。。。 55555555

此时看到桌子有一本当年的biology课本， 翻开其中一段开始读的时候， 结果竟然累了。。。 试验证明biology好用过老虎，老虎喝多了就会产生反效果（更加清醒）， biology无论看多少次， 一定会睡觉！ 哈哈哈哈

过后就。。。。。。。。。 睡觉了。。。 Zzzzzz

Keep Going

Sad? Not 1st time...

Confuse? Not 1st time...

Depress? Not 1st time...

Lost? Not 1st time...

Dissapointed? Not 1st time...

Fail exam? Not 1st time...

No sales? Not 1st time...

Bankrup? Not 1st time...

Don't know what to do? Not 1st time...

No one else to talk to? Not 1st time...


No matter what situation I'm into now, I believe that if I keep going on, I'll find the way to solve it...

Well, don't really know how to explain it... But, it always works!! ><


How I know?? Because it's NOT 1ST TIME... ^^

早睡早起

所谓， 早睡早起身体好， 精神好。。。 老子今天果然做到了！

因为明天有上课的关系， 今天9.30PM 去找周公聊天， 结果才聊了两个钟， 就赶我走了。。。 时间是11.30PM。。。

靠！！ 几千年来老子第一次酱早睡觉。。。 结局竟然是这样？？！


我不会再早早睡觉了！！！

Personal account

LIABILITY

Aloh Gajah camp- RM100
A4J - RM70
A famosa trip estimate- RM150
Maxis Line- RM150
U mobile Line- RM50
Pemiutang- RM130
Other expenses for the month including car petrol-RM200

Total- RM850


CAPITAL

Wallet- RM10.20
Other income for the month- RM300

Total- RM310.20

• Accounting period is until 31 MAY 2008

Question:

1. HOW TO BALANCE THE KANASAI ACCOUNT??!!
2. HOW TO FIND RM540 BY THE END OF THIS MONTH??!!!

TOLONG!!!!

兄弟一路顺风

这一天终于来临咯！！

看来，

Sri Manja 里就少了一个喝茶的兄弟~

Sri Manja 里就少了一辆摩托在飞来飞去~

Sri Manja 里就少了一个烟鬼~

Sri Manja 里就少了一个酒圣~

可是你还是我们的朋友。。。 回来的时候记得 call 一 call 我们！ Chee Xiong， 祝你在意大利做工一切顺利！

Biodata

Name: Wong Chee Xiong

Age: 19

Gender: Gay

Address: Taman Medan

Gadgets: Suzuki RGV120, Salem Light, Dunhill Light

Hobby: Blow water

Interest: Kap Lui

Profession: Sushi King, HP laptop & Dekstop

Part time: Drunken master

Got girl friend or not: Please refer to the GENDER above

Where the hell is him now: Already jump plane to Itali work

知道

知道的越多， 就会想的越多。。。

你选择躲着我， 尽量不告诉我。。。 其实我是知道的， 可是既然这是你的选择， 我无从插手 。

这种无奈的感觉真的好难受~~


有时候我宁愿自己什么都不知道， 也许这样我会好过一点。。。。

3.30AM??? WTH?!

After spending my whole day at kajang yesterday, I was too tired due to my daily life of sleeping 2 hours per day continuesly few days ago. So i went to bed at 8pm... First time sleep so early..


At first I was thinking that maybe I'll wake up at the morning or afternoon like that because I never had a good sleep since last few weeks till now. But when I wake up, bad things happen.... The sky is still dark!! Gosh~~~ First I thought I've sleep until the next day. Then I go to check my laptop's clock and date, and guess what? IT IS 3.30AM!!! Kanasai la de yang lu siao ah? Wake up so early for what?! 3.30am is for crazy people wake up la!! Zzzzzzz

我没资格

我已经没有资格再爱你了。。。

我已经没有资格再追求你了。。。



所以我希望你珍惜你现在所拥有的一切。。。




开心就好~~~

You happy I happy!

不知者无罪

有些事情还是不知道的好。。。


不是不要跟你讲， 是不想让你知道。。。。



因为让你担心的话我会很内疚

不管

我既然已经退出了， 就不要去管了，不要再想多多了。。。

我不想去管~

我不要去管~

我不要想去管~

我不想去问， 我不想去管~







我不管！！！



好烦啊。。。。

Tagged... T.T

I'm Tagged by Judith;

Rules:1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves.
3. At the end of the post the player than tags 5 people and posts their names, than goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they done got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

5 things I was doing 10 years ago (1998) ?

1. Everyday kena whack by teacher
2. Everyday kena whack by mother
3. Everyday kena scold by mother
4. Everyday kena scold by grandmother
5. Everyday kena scold by father

5 things on my to-do list today.

1. Pangsai (shit)
2. Wee Wee (pee)
3. Kanasai BST lecture
4. Fly car (sure wake up late for class)
5. Sleep

5 Snacks I enjoy.

1. Carlsberg
2. Tiger
3. Heineken
4. Chivas
5. Whisky

5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire.

1. Build a house larger than a castle
2. Swimming pool without water but full of CASH
3. Throw people that lin peh boh song inside the CASH pool, make them drown!
4. Fish Leong is my house maid
5. Samy Vellu my house punya jaga

5 of my bad habits.

1. Want to say mah~~~
2. Really want me to say mah~~~
3. You sure u want me to say meh~~
4. Lu sure boh~~
5. TOO MANY LA TIU!!!

5 places i have lived.

1. Father's lan jiao while lin peh still a sperm
2. Mother's stomact while lin peh still a embrio
3. Wai king house (lazy go back home)
4. Teik wei house (lazy go back home)
5. My house (lazy go out)

5 jobs I've had.

1. CEO of "Too Free Nothing To Do" sdn bhd.
2. Director of the movie "sin ka lan"
3. "Calefe" of Taylors Business Foundation
4. Part time drunken master
5. Your father (lin peh)

5 people i tag.

• Aiya dun wan waste time la.... Lin peh just tag whoever that are reading this la!!!

失去自我的时候

明明知道会有这样的结果， 曾经试着阻止自己不让自己爱上你， 因为知道这只是自己一厢情愿罢了。。。 可是到最后还是输给了自己~

是自己太软弱了吗？ 还是你太有影响力呢？ 最后给自己的借口是， 放手一搏吧。。。

好吧， 就放手一搏了。 结果最后却拖着满身醋味， 伤痕累累的身体回到现实。。。 你看到了伤痕累累和满身醋味的我， 说了一句对不起， 因为你除了对不起之外就不知道要说什么了。

你说你觉得自己有罪恶感， 你知道当时的我在想什么吗？ 我在想你到底做错了什么， 但我想不出来。。。你只是在看着我无端端地从你下面跌下去， 你有做错吗？ 所谓的罪恶感是为了要敷衍我而说的吗？

我只想说， 整件事情都是因我自己一厢情愿， 因我自己的软弱而引起的。。。 所以我不想看到你为了我感到内疚。

付出的是我， 不是你。 所以所有的代价我都会一力承担， 该说对不起的是我， 不是你。 因为少了我， 你就会少了一件麻烦。。。

MY DECISION

Well nowadays many things happen to me and not to say i couldn't handle all of those stuff....

Problem means nothing to me actually, I'll find the way to settle all those stuff anyway. But the pressure and the effect of the problem are hurting me and it really PISS ME OFF RIGHT NOW...

Now what's on my mind is, how did the problem actually happen? I will not find out who is wrong and who should take the responsibility because the things are already happen... It's the payback for me for involving myself in everything right now? Involve in unnesossary part time? Church activity? Black market?

I will not say that I came from a dark background, I will say that I try my best to get myself to know more no matter it is a so called black or white... I will follow anyone that will help me for what I wanted and needed right now, and do anything that will able to fullfield what I needed now.

How about regret for what I've done? I can say I will not regret what I've done, no matter is wrong or not... Because it is my choice and once I've done something, I will take the whole responsibility for the concequances that will occurs after that.

Parents always restricted me for going out mixing with other people. The reason they give were you need to concerntrate on your studies and scared I will be cheated by other people.

Well, when I first started to mix with the social, I admitted that I was conned few times and because of that, I've grew up and right now I've no worries for getting cheated by all those so called business partner... BECAUSE I DIDN'T BELIEVE ANYONE BEFORE

All right, cut the crap out and lets go back to the basics... I am a student right now and my job is to study. I know it but because of my outgoing and lazy personalities, it makes me have no time and screwed up my studies. Seems like it's the time for me to concerntrate on my studies if i don't wanna to face all those unnecessory problem huh? I've found out that the problems are cause from too many outing everyday, including hanging out with friends, church activities, unnecessory part time job... And should i cut down it and focus on my studies? Yea i mean cut down hanging out time, church activities and part time job together. It's not the time to find out what's priority come first, but is to find a new balance among it. I don't care what people says but I've decided to place my studies at the first, It's for myself and for my family. I believe the fact that without education, it's not easy to survive in this society now, and yea, education means everything for me now and my parents are putting a expectation on me.

I thought I've already found the balance between hanging out with friends, church, and job. But nowadays i realise that i've forgotten one more, which is my studies... Oh well, seems like the balance has become unbalance again huh? Lets say if I have cut down all the following activities... Will it turn out to be the way i wanted now?

No matter what, I'm the eldest son in the ong family and i belongs to the family, not other places. And my job right now is to study, not for other people, just for myself and my family. I have carried the responsibility of the ong family since I was borned, and right now I will try anything that will help to do better on my studies. I've decided to cut down hanging out hours, church activities, and part time jobs.

No offence about what i've write just now, you can say anything about it and I will not care. The reason I create a blog is to express all my weird feelilngs and find a solution to curb it.

Last but not least...

I will not regret the decision that I've made today, so please don't waste time talking about this infront of me. Because I've prepared to face the concequences for what I've said just now.

BM karangan

YoYo~~

Sudah banyak lama tak ada tulis BM karangan, sekarang lin peh punya BM sudah kanasai liao.

Sekarang start tulis la....

Nama saya ialah.... tak mau bagi tau lu, bagi lu orang sam si si. Bluek... Kadangkala i suka panggil i sendiri lin peh punya, kerana i lu punya bapak ma... hahaha juz joking, dun get angry...

I ini org sometimes buat benda banyak cepat punya, sometimes man man lai punya, tengok buat apa benda la! Kalau ada leng lui i tak ada man man lai punya... Kalau ada sohai main main i misti cepat cepat ambil itu parang dou pergi zham sama dia punya... XD

Tadi ada satu leng lui tanya I punya life apa macam? LOL... Life tu ape benda? Life tu sheng ming dalam bahasa cina... Life banyak pou guai punya lu tau?!

Lin peh punya life ada banyak colour punya, macam rainbow ada 99 jenis colour. XD Kadangkala ada itu awan keluar, kadangkala awan thunder semua pun keluar...

Bila itu kanasai awan hitam keluar banyak susah oh... Masa itu i akan pergi cari i punya kawan baik, iaitu mr tiger, mr carlsberg, ms heineken, mr whisky dan ms chivas. Panggil mereka suruh i cepat cepat tidur. Dulu i pun akan cari mr mild seven punya, tapi sekarang i tak mau cari dia lagi, kerana dia selalu pergi tipu i punya duit, I sekarang banyak dulan dia...

Tapi bila tu matahari keluar, i akan pergi cari i punya mr teh o ais, ms limau ais dan mr syrup ais...

Kalau ada itu sohai punya orang ambil tu thunder pergi boom saya, i punya otak mesti panggil i punya mulut suruh itu mahai dan cibai pergi cari orang boom sama dia. Boom sampai mereka punya tulang pun lari...

Itu cerita i.....

Sekian terima kasih

Wandering.....

Something just came to my mind nowdays...

Everyone has their limits, but I still dunno where is mine, I guess sometimes I've already passed my limits..

But... I will find where my limit is... Dun worry...

Man man lai ma... XD

觉悟

回到了现实。。。。

才发现。。。。

目前我面对着不少问题， 而且最令我不爽的是全部问题都在差不多同一个时间发生。 其中包括了金钱， 私人感情， 家庭， 学业， 健康等的问题。。。

金钱
目前已经正式宣告破产的我的财产已经到了低过零的地步， 其中因为前些用钱如挥土的日子， 运气不好发生车祸， 做了几单亏本生意以及平时没有什么储蓄的缘故， 导致现在钱包里空空如也以及还欠下了弟弟的一笔债和电话单的费用没还。。 ><

感情
虽然已经正式告终了， 可是目前还是处于低潮期。。。 XD

家庭
近来家庭所施给我的压力好像越来越大了，不能出夜街等等的限制。 原因是因为学业一落千丈， 导致父母必须花多一笔不小的数目来让我重读我所不及格的那科。。。。 BUSINESS STATISTIC！！！

学业
由于最近无心向学的缘故， 感觉上好像没什么能追上了。。。 看来是时候加把劲了， 毕竟现在已经不用担心感情上的问题了， 因为一切告终了。 呵呵

健康
近来真的是多灾多难啊，新年期间不小心跌倒导致左脚留下了24cm的疤痕， 前些日子手腕脱臼， 上个礼拜因为赖床扭到颈。 T.T 还有就是最近好像喝酒喝多了一点， 家里冰箱里的酒好像差不多要让我灌完了。。。 =.=’’ 没办法， 这是从小练到大的结果。 XD



但是。。。
问题来了， 当然是要搞定它咯！

金钱方面我会想办法， 现在开始预计一个月之内会搞定~~

感情方面嘛。。。 已经告终了所以我已经不想再去想太多了~~

家庭方面只有一个解决办法， 就是要解决学业上的问题， 家庭那方面就会不攻自破了~~

学业方面嘛。。。 还能怎么样？？！ 当然是读书啦！ ><

健康呢， 就只有祷告了。。。 哈哈哈 还有减少喝酒！ 呵呵



虽然现在的我正处于低潮期， 可是我相信我自己一定会好像平时那样度过以及搞定所有目前困扰着我的一切事物。。。

因为。。。。


心里的火焰开始燃烧了！

当年一只独自奔跑寻找猎物的豹， 一条为了达到目的不择手段的毒蛇 （现在只限定于工作上）。。。 虽然已经在我的心里沉睡已久， 可是现在已经苏醒 了！

呵呵

昨天原本以为又是一个低潮的一天。 睡到下午才起来， 吃过了午餐后就去家附近的 Bunn Bunn Café 上网。 结果和她聊天了一下。。。 这次的情况不一样了。 我发现双方都很假， 一直隐藏自己的情绪。。。 就这样度过了一个下午。

接着晚上就和CX去Mid Valley 吃寿司， 因为不想只是两个大男人一起去， 结果就让我巧合的叫到了仪雯（奇迹啊）！ 不知为何心情突然间好多了！ 然后在排队的当儿又叫到了 Jason。

呵呵， 原本两个人突然间变去四个人， 原本是一件很普通的事情， 可是却让我一整天的心情好多了！ 接着就去打保龄球， 手刚刚恢复的我已经没有再想太多了， 只是尽全力的丢球。 结果让我打到了最高分！ 哈哈还赢了CX。。。

回到家的时候， 很奇妙的心情大好！　果然不只是放下了近来的那一段感情，　同时也放下了四年前的感情！　这不也是我所希望的吗？

感谢今天陪我的朋友！ 非常感谢！！



还有就是CX即将 ‘跳飞机’ 去意大利做工了。 很惭愧的是身为你的朋友， 我不知道因该不因该支持你去做这个决定。 但是既然这是你想要走的道路， 我唯有支持！

记得！ 当你从意大利，我从澳洲回来在马来西亚碰面之时， 就是你我一起创业之时！ 不要忘记这个约定！ 创业是我一直以来的梦想， 而且我相信这个梦想我一定会和我志同道合的朋友完成！

一场游戏一场梦

我得到了我的答案， 除了有一点点伤心和失望之外， 顿时觉得好像我又释放了， 仿佛又回到了原本失去已久的自己。

思考的事情减少了~
思考什么呢？ 思考着怎么成功获得她的心。。。

烦恼的事情减少了~
烦恼什么呢？ 烦恼未来分割两地的时候怎么办。。。

担心的事情减少了~
担心什么呢？ 担心她是否对我有感觉。。。

那段无法控制自我不断地想起她的时候， 现在好像消失了。 好像可以控制自己了哦。。。 ^^ 究竟是好事还是坏事呢？

那天晚上我又再次失眠了， 脑海中不断的思考， 回想， 反复的思考和回想。。。

还记得当时侯我正在烦恼的时候， 打了电话给她， 说出了我要说的事情， 不久后一封简讯来， 得到答案咯！ 同时又担心她， 她说她也有烦恼， 我不知道什么事情， 因为她没有和我说~~

呵呵， 我从小到大唯一没变的就是只会照顾别人不会照顾自己， 总觉得自己的事情不重要， 别人的事情才重要。 自己呢，只会对着别人傻笑然后把烦恼隐藏在心里。到现在还不知道这个是我的优点还是我的缺点呢？ 我相信她也是一样吧， 把心事藏在心里然后慢慢思考。。 呵呵

朋友曾经那样问过我， 你不怕你说了后和她连朋友都没有的做吗？ 其实呢， 我在对她说出了我的感觉之前我已经作了一个觉悟， 那就以后会怎么样我不管， 最重要的是我要她知道我现在在想什么。 所以以后不管有没有朋友可以做， 我已经不在乎了， 因为我做了这个觉悟。

我知道除了我之外还有别人也在和我一样， 在努力赢取她的心， 可是我不管， 我只是跟着我的方式去做。 至少我不会后悔我所做的事情。

可是这次我做错了一样事情， 就是我在失控的时候一时任性主动走人了~~ 虽然感觉上我是做错了， 但是我不后悔， 因为那是我的方式。。。

现在回想起4年前的那一场恋爱， 再反复的思考， 得到的结论是。。。 我长大了， 我知道我自己在做什么了， 所以我不后悔~~~

当我写到这儿的时候， 我已经灌完了从小陪我到大的啤酒。。。 好久好久没有喝的这么爽了！酒不能消愁， 可是我在喝酒的当儿却想通了！ 这是我平时喝酒的一个方法， 喝酒的当儿把不开心的事情想通， 然后才喝的爽！

这场游戏我输了， 但是我不后悔。 我不知道她还会不会来我的部落格‘逛街’， 可是如果她有经过的话， 我想对她说声谢谢。

谢谢你让我放开了维持了四年的感情折磨~

谢谢你让我长大了~

最后还是， 谢谢你。。。

Spamming own blog with noncense

Step to curi curi drink tiger beer during mid night.... Very practical because i just tried it just now! LOL


1st... Find a tissu to put under the can of tiger beer because its to prevent the tiger beer peeing (water coming out from the bottom of the can)

Then u ambil itu tissu pergi lap itu tiger punya kepala...

Then u buka tu switch, tak payah password tak payah susah susah buka... guna u punya fingernail... masuk dalam tu lubang... tarik je.... XD

Bila u tarik, u akan dengar tu bunyi PAK!, followed by siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.....

Tibalah masa syok!!

U punya mulut kiss tu lubang (18SX), u punya tangan angkat tinggi sikit.....

Minum satu "dam" dulu.... Tak payah cepat... Man man lai ma...

Wah....... Itu feeling macam hisap ganja.....

U minum satu lagi "dam"......

Fuuyooh..... Dunhill pun kalah.......







I think i should stop here before everyone throw egg at me...


PS: Too sien liao..... nothing to do.... so write a blog with broken english, broken malay, and little bit mandarin... XP

GG

Today went to see the doctor ask him to repair my hand and he told me that my 8 little bone supporting my wrist are dislocated... XD

So everything started by putting my hand under a light to make my hand warm to increase the blood circulation speed at my wrist. Then is the scary part... The doctor press my hand gao lat gao lat and swing it!!! ARGH!!!! PAIN!!!!!!!!!!!

After 15 min of torchering my hand, the doctor balut my hand and give me some pill that can tahan sakit... According to him tonight i'm gonna be having a " wanderfull " night... Oh god....


Did i ever regret for going cycling and the following activity that day and not going for treatment in that day? I will probably say no... hahahaha because thanks to the outing included the shopping session, I suddenly found out something that i didn't realise all the time... It's all aranged by god to let me realise this... LOL

I rasa i punya tangan kanan sudah patah...

Today went outing with heart 5 CG to putrajaya cycling.... I guess it was the first outing i went with heart 5, due to the busy-ness of each member.. lolz...

To tell the truth, i haven't been cycled for quite some years since i last fell down which cause me 15 scares... XD The reason i fell down is because the paddle that i step suddenly break... WTH =.=''

Today i fell down again! Because of the damn paddle... My shoelace hang gei at the paddle there somemore, so when i was planning to get down from the bicycle that time my shoelace pull the bicycle down as well! I ended up using my palm to hold me while i was going to fell down that time, and it make my right hand wrist damn kao PAIN!!!! If not mistaken the bone is fractured, becuse now i couldn't even balance my right hand while i'm holding my hand up... The feeling is..... ARGH!!! although i din show it at my face but keep smiling and smiling... hoping the pain will gone....

Somemore i've made a 'wise' decision for driving the girls to 1u shopping by my manual kanasai 4WD....(ganas betul org ini) Luckily i changed to my grandma automatic car while pass by my home, if not i'll be controling my strealing and changing the gear with only my left hand.... LOL!!

I feel damn regret while i'm shopping with the girls at 1u, because that time the situation on my hand is getting worst and worst! The entire ''journey'' was trying my best to tahan my pain-ness in my hand!.. and feel little bit dizzy while walking somemore... XD

But...



I'll try my best to cover my pain-ness for not letting others to know and worry about it (dunno got people want to worry or not). Anyway the whole thing is enjoy ma.... Not looking people pain... haha thats wat i think la.. XD

I really enjoy the trip with heart 5 CG although today i'm super duper bad luck today... At least I've done something incredible right... (Driving with only left hand + tahan the pain-ness of the bone fractured the whole day!)


P/S: Tomorrow must go to the tit da there ask the si fu to repair my hand liao.. If my hand continue lao gai dun wan to move like that i really GG adi... TOMORROW SCHOOL START!!!! Nouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu (vannic style)

P/S: Who say not pain??!! You try and see la... I can see my bone in the wrist floting up to the surface of my hand... LOL... And the most important thing is, now i can't sleep!!!!!! DAMN PAIN!!!!!!

没关系了

突然间了解到一些道理。 让我知道我因该怎么做了~~


其实现在我是否能够放下， 这已经不重要了， 我不管了~~









我现在只知道我要珍惜现在我说拥有的一切， 就够了。。。














她真的对我那么重要吗？ 我不知道， 也不想去知道~~











因为真的没有关系了。。。。

也许这就是我找到的平衡点吧~

无奈

我一直都没有放弃， 可是你却放弃了， 因此我也就放弃了~


因为我尊重你的决定。。。

Cibai people

This week I'm working at mid valley road show, got one fatty who come from penang, which is my road show partner... I started to wander that is't every fei zai that come from penang have the same lan jiao attitute, think that only them know everything and like to act boss.

I'm working with that fei zai for 3 days and i coundn't stand his attitute. Everytime i ask him question about computer stuff, he just act lan si and talk like wanna fight with me like that, the same thing happen while I'm serving my customer, I've lost quite a number of sales because of this lan jiao people. Nevermind, at first i think that maybe his personality is like that, but when i see him serve his customer, his talking style is like 180 degree change... Totally different than the way he speak to me. Somemore he like to order people to do this do that, like big boss like that...

Today some problem happen between me and him about the microsoft stuff la... That lan jiao fei hai go scold me gao gao for din notice the customer about the microsoft is actually trial version. Sweat la... customer didn't ask i din tell la! For the new window the microsoft is always trial 2 month only ma... Everywhere also same de... Mahai who are him to comment about the my way to do sales??!! Now I'm the top sales of the road show not the lan jiao fei hai la... Somemore because of him my friend miss a sales of a dekstop... Lan jiao u think logicly la... Customer hear the microsoft is rm450 they sure scared and wont buy liao de la, they rather go lawyat there install pirated de... Cibai you somemore want to fuck me for not telling the customer ... This is my way of doing sales ok?!! Every senior also do like that.. customer didn't ask we didn't tell la... common sence la mahai! Who are you to comment about my way of sale??!! NOW I'M THE TOP SALES NOT YOU OK???!!!!

Then after he scold me like that i finally cannot tahan then fuck him gao lat gao lat somemore show him the middle finger until he keep quiet. After that everything came to normal, then manatau that fei hai go backstab me infront of the manager (childish feller). The manager just listen to what he say and didn't say anything. After that the manager call me come and gap lui with me... and he tell me to push more sales, then i ask my manager that the way i do is't correct or not, then he say the same thing ask me, customer didn't ask we didn't tell la, cause now everywhere also the same thing ma..... LOL

决定

做了一个错的决定~

我没有别的选择~

就只有向前走~~






因为我相信只要一直走下去~








就会看见我要走的路。。。。


不要放弃， 凡是要乐观的面对， 才会看见光明~~~



这是我一直以来相信的事实。。。。。

长大了

突然之间了解到一个道理。

小时候跌倒了， 我就会哭， 因为我知道一定有人会伸出援手。

长大后跌倒了， 我想哭， 可是我知道如果我哭就会令人耻笑， 所以我不能哭， 我要爬起来。

Exam la dey!

I'm doomed if i didn't pass the exam tomorrow... I gonna miss my freinds, i gonna kena gao lat gao lat from my parents, i gonna waste few month time to wait for my july intake...

So...



Study~
Study~
Study~
Study~
Study~
Study~
Study~
Study~
Study~
Study~

Wish me luck man....

分享

今天小组我分享了我的工作经验， 分享当时在逆境的我是怎么挨的过去的。。。 有人问我是怎么度过的， 当时我不知道怎么回答。

回家想了想， 才发觉当时的我有一颗上进的决心。 就只是一颗上进的决心， 就够了。 当时的我没有想这么多， 就只靠一颗上进的决心。

就因为一颗上进的决心， 我不放弃， 我坚持， 最后我挨过了。。。

今天小组我看到一位女生， 突然间想起了当年的我。 少少不同的是她逃避了，我没有。 也许这样可以令到她在转行的当儿学到不同的东西， 毕竟时间有限， 也许这显示了她的懦弱。 总之个人的看法不同吧。。。 我想给她一些忠告， 可是忘记了。 哈哈哈也许这是天意吧， 想要她自己领受。 就在这里写下吧， 希望她会看到。

1） 安分守己（切记）， 因为现在你不是老板所以无权做任何决定
2） 人际关系立场永远要在中间， 这样你就可以看清一个人的真面目
3） 转行改变不了任何东西， 凡事往好方向想才是王道

取胜之道

两军交战取胜之道不在乎士兵的众于寡， 而是在于兵士的士气~

同样的一个人的成功与否不在乎天时地利， 而是在于一个人的意志力~

如果要赢， 就要想要赢。。。



本篇纯属老羊愚言

是时候了

这个农历新年唯一不同的地方就是可以自己驾车去朋友家拜年！ 哈哈哈哈。。。 就是因为这样这个农历新年才不会这么沉闷~

今天早上和教会的人去了kajang 还有 sungai long 拜年， 接下来我就和学院的朋友去suzanne 的家拜年， 位于tropicana。。。 然后就去the curve吃晚餐， 原本想要去laundry喝酒的， 怎知道一进去， 他妈的竟然跟我说 sorry sir, we cannot serve customer that are below 21 years old。 WTF??!!! 上次去的时候可以的， 怎么现在不能？？！！ %$#@#@%$# 没办法就回家咯。。 今天还怎的是够累， 因为我早上7点45分才睡觉， 9点起来飞车去FGA和教会的人会合。 睡意还在的我竟然只用的两分钟的时间从我的家到FGA。。。 平时飞车也要5分钟。 自己当时也不知道是怎么架的。 XD

这个新年玩也玩够了， 睡也睡够了。。。 是时候读书咯！ 开玩笑。。 下个礼拜的考试不管怎样都要pass！ 不管！！

Teik wei open house

今天拜完天公， 去TW的家吃烧猪。。。 怎知道竟然在他的家门口没有留意到一根小小的木材， 结果跌倒了。。。 伤口长达24CM。。 吓死人！！ 左手扭伤了。。 驾车回家时换牙的时候很辛苦！ 就要到家的时候右脚竟然跟我抽筋！！ 哇靠！！ 倒霉的一天！！！

喝了两杯chivas。。。 不错！ 没有一丝晕晕的感觉， 也许是过年的时候喝了不少酒。。。 酒功提升了！ 哈哈 XD

I like....

I do whatever thing that i want to do.

I dont care its bad or good no matter what's the concequences are.

Didn't try didn't know.

Who are you to teach me what to do? Are you god?

I will do anything now and regret later

忙碌但是空虚

这个放假很忙， 但是觉得很空虚~
我到底在忙什么？
我自己也不知道~

最近迷上了一个线上游戏， 名字叫 Grand Chase。 蛮好玩的。

FUCK LB!!

Gosh... It's 4am now and I'm still sitting infront of the computer. Instead of preparing for my finals, I'm stoning infront of this damn comp!! How wei?? Finalz la dey....!


Well today I meet a friend at church, I can say that he is a friend of mine that I didn't contact him for quite some time. The last time i saw him was last year, didn't really talk to him that time. Today after service my cell group Heart 5 have a fellowship session at kuchai lama kinara mamak stall.

According to my other friends last year, i knew that he has joined some direct sales company name LB(lamp berger). I couldn't believe that feller has changed so much after he joined the company. He is not my friend i know since secondary school, he has 'transform' to a feller that has a damn fucking strong determination for earning money and becoming rich in a few years time. No offence about it, i actually don't mind about his determination for becoming rich, i think that its a good attitude for him at least he has his own vision to suceed. But one thing i couldn't stand is his fucking LB formal style! Acting formal infront of everyone, come on la dude, who the hell you think you are?! Business man?! Wake up la FUCKER!!!

I have a few freinds that joined this direct sales company has the similar personality just like that friend i mention above. First is the damn fucking LB formal style which is acting formal infront of everyone, second is desperate to know everyone ( pull more people join ma), lastly is everything that come out from they damn mouth is about money money money money... Keep saying their own way to become rich, ways to become rich la bla bla bla... zzzzzzzz

Lastly I would like to say something to those LB member: I went to your company and kena "brain wash" by those so called "Marquis" and "Duke" before. I know your marketing plan and i know that your plan is good and i agree that it's the fast way to lead you guys to ultimate wealth, but i totally disagree about your ways to do it (pull people in), you know what i'm talking about. Now calm down and think properly, you get to know a lot of people in different industry and you think you have many friends. I can tell you that those friends are FAKE! How many friend that you could share everything with? Those friend are running away from you!! Don't you realise it?! Wake up la~~



P/S: Due to connection problem last night, i post this today.. XD

New Year resolution

I know it's a little bit too late to write down my new year resolution, but since i have already started a new blog so i think that i should write down my resolution as i have forgotton to state at my previous blog. XP

1. First of all, GRADES man... I coundn't do anything without it, survival is vital.
2. Gotta WORK HARD to Full Tank my bank account, money from my wallet flows like water ever since i started college.
3. No smoke, drink less, party less... XD
4. Control myself. I can become a MONSTER once I've gone crazy
5. Grow fatter. Fed up of watching my bone all the time, gimme some MEET!! Come on!!

Oh wait a minute.... How can i forget? I need LOVE! Looks like someone is desperate here. =.=''

A New Beginning

Yo~ I have decided to move my blog from xanga to blogspot. The reason is blogspot seems to have more features compare to xanga and I hope to start a new blog all over again beacause my previous blog are not organize.

I will be using both english and mandarin in this blog because my english is not that good... paise la