Ngek Ngek

虽然人会变， 但本性不变。

回到最初的地方， 从最初的地方看起， 就能看见事实。。。

才发现，

那中间的部分只是虚伪的演技，

只是有些人中途放弃，

有些人选择演到最后。。。。



无能的人才会耍手段， 玩演技，

因为只有在自己在演主角的当儿， 才不会感到自卑。。。








过来人~~~
因为试过，明白了， 所以很久以前决定不演。。。。


P/S: 演艺圈是黑暗的， 只有导演才看的清






*人生经历*

等价交换

"If you want something, you need to get it"

Well.... There are also a thing called opportunity cost where people decided to let go something in order to get another thing. Maybe it benefits or maybe it doesn't.



Things are simple, it is just about yes or no. But once a decision is made, it can't be changed. Therefore sometimes decision is hard to make although things seems to be simple.



There are limits, therefore some things just can't get perfect as one's wished. Hence, opportunity cost are applied.


It is all about decisions.... Maybe it will have regrets or disappointments from the pass, but it can't be helped.


People should keep going on as time goes by, because time won't reverse.





*saje record supaya I ingat apa yang berlaku*

Penang Trip~~

Just come back from Penang with a bunch of crazy friends...

which are....




Ee Ven

- Datin??? LOL!!! You might not feel anything but I am very happy when I saw you wearing the guitar necklace I bought for you 2 years ago at Melaka. Sorry because it only cost RM7, I should have bought you a better one if I know you will wear it till now....





Hian Pek

- In this photo, he wants to become obama so he is practicing now....




June aka Hian's property

- Fuuyooh... Sleep a lot ar in car...




Sheau Pey

- Food researcher, you done a great job in this trip. Appreaciate it...




Teik Wei

- 1st driver, thanks for leading the way in penang... I know finding road is stress... XP





Hon San

- Dai Lou!! Sorry for lefting you alone in this trip... Yum Cha count mine geh... You know I wont run away.. XD




Yee Yang and Peggy

- Sorry I don't have photo of both of you but I wont forget you all!! Yee Yang thanks for helping teik wei find road.. I understand the pressure of finding road.. hahahahaha










De-Yang

- 2nd driver, and a lazy chairman... Pattern Pattern chairman.... Only know how to play, eat, and drive, besides that he do nothing... I swear I wont bring him out to trip next time.. Haiz....

cnt sleep again~!

今天又像往常一样睡不着觉，


头脑里一直回想， 回想。。。


回想该做的东西。。。


也许是一次过太多太多的事物的发生以及必须处理不少东西。。。



这次的假期应该是很忙很忙的。。。 可是总觉得东西好像怎么做都做不完那样。。。



其实我现在承受的压力， 我自己也不敢想有多大， 想了就做不到东西了~~~




不管如何， 该做的还是要做~


压力多大都好都要敢敢去做啊。。。


自从N年前发生的事过后，

我从此决定不再逃避问题，

要守承诺， 为自己的决定负责任。。。。










所以。。。。。。 还是要努力~~




管它是是不是逞强，


还是死顶，


还是什么。。。




我就是要达到我要的目标~~ 哈哈







Steady~~~~~

no title, nothing to say

This is the first post that I have no idea what to write about...

So I decided to post up a picture.

Hoping that it tells everything out....

I swear there is no other offensive purpose on that...



*Just to make everything clear*





















Regardless what you guys think. It's just my problem. Just blame me... :P

I don't want outsider to kakajiaojiao on this...

Farewell chee xiong.. again

Bro I am sorry I still don't have the ability to treat you good enough this time when you come back.





兄弟我知道你不会来这里看， 因为你还不知道我有这个部落格。


一路顺风。。。 我最看得起的是你。


你比我更清楚自己以后要怎么走， 我相信你一定会达到你的目标。 我也相信我自己不会看错人。


其实从去年你走了以后一直到现在我学到了不少， 只是一直都没有机会一一和你说， 因为发生了太多东西。

去年你走前你在犹豫自己的道路， 而我正打算东山再起， 你走后我不断尝试， 可惜今时不同往日， 我不断尝试， 不断失败， 一直到现在形势有些好转， 但还没回到当初的高峰。 可是我变了， 从正变成半偏， 认识的人也不同了。 有时想想自己是不是在走自己要的道路。 但至少你从来不会怀疑你自己的道路。


老实说一句， 现在我不喜欢现在的生活， 只是在等机会改变或者找到所谓的平衡点。



不管如何，


下次当你回来的时候， 我会站在比以前， 现在更高的地方， 迎接你~ *此贴为证*

wish

Actually I hope to listen your feeling more than I tell you what I feel...





I hope I'm not the only the party that tell you what I really feel...





不想再去猜下去。。。